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I was able to pull my self out of my slump. So here ya go part 2 of the journey from John to Amanda.

So, in the 4th grade was when I first had tried wearing girls clothes and something began to happen inside. I realized there was something more to it than just feeling better in feminine clothing. At the time I was to young and was in a fairly backwater area in northern California to explore these thoughts and feelings. So I felt the only way I could find out what it meant was to do it more often but in complete privacy. In the seventh grade I met the love of my life. She is a woman I still love today but know it will never work. The reason is my own conflicted feelings one of wanting to make her completely happy and the other of hiding what I had for a year finally began to realize. The day I was gonna tell her about the real me, before I got the chance I got the call. She left me. I was broken and I started pushing these feelings further and further down. After a while of dealing with dysphoria manifesting as depression, in my freshman year of highschool, I had my first suicide attempt. The more I pushed it down the worse it got. Through my highschool years I had many more attempts until one time. I almost succeeded in what at the time seemed like the only way to escape the pain. I was comatose in U.C. Davis medical facility for almost a week and delirious for another week. That's when I realized that I couldn't do it anymore and became a shut-in I suppressed myself even more to the point I left everything behind and moved to Portland, Oregon. But my time in Oregon was still a few years time. And I found it hard to even write this much so I'll try and finish with this next week. Thank you for reading.
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#transgender #mtf #mystory #thejourneyfromjohntoamanda #thehardpart #newbeginnings #part2 #mylife #depression #loss #firstlove #firstheartbreak #dysphoria #ihatedmyself #neverturningback #nevergivingup #justpushforward #selfisolation #bigmove #lossofemotions #discoveringmyself #transgenderwoman #womaninamansbody #trans #trending.

I was able to pull my self out of my slump. So here ya go part 2 of the journey from John to Amanda. So, in the 4th grade was when I first had tried wearing girls clothes and something began to happen inside. I realized there was something more to it than just feeling better in feminine clothing. At the time I was to young and was in a fairly backwater area in northern California to explore these thoughts and feelings. So I felt the only way I could find out what it meant was to do it more often but in complete privacy. In the seventh grade I met the love of my life. She is a woman I still love today but know it will never work. The reason is my own conflicted feelings one of wanting to make her completely happy and the other of hiding what I had for a year finally began to realize. The day I was gonna tell her about the real me, before I got the chance I got the call. She left me. I was broken and I started pushing these feelings further and further down. After a while of dealing with dysphoria manifesting as depression, in my freshman year of highschool, I had my first suicide attempt. The more I pushed it down the worse it got. Through my highschool years I had many more attempts until one time. I almost succeeded in what at the time seemed like the only way to escape the pain. I was comatose in U.C. Davis medical facility for almost a week and delirious for another week. That's when I realized that I couldn't do it anymore and became a shut-in I suppressed myself even more to the point I left everything behind and moved to Portland, Oregon. But my time in Oregon was still a few years time. And I found it hard to even write this much so I'll try and finish with this next week. Thank you for reading. . . . . Next week: final part. . . ? . . . #transgender #mtf #mystory #thejourneyfromjohntoamanda #thehardpart #newbeginnings #part2 #mylife #depression #loss #firstlove #firstheartbreak #dysphoria #ihatedmyself #neverturningback #nevergivingup #justpushforward #selfisolation #bigmove #lossofemotions #discoveringmyself #transgenderwoman #womaninamansbody #trans #trending ...